Once I laid my head on you, inhaled to match your rhythm As if somehow that’d bind us close together indelibly. You live in my cavities, empty spaces of my body. Your voice, your memory. Planted deep, a pit inside me.
When you told me you were leaving, well I couldn’t feel my mouth, because all I’ll ever be is someone else. As I watched you walk away, I felt something in me change. My heart froze over, all emotion dripped away So I drove home, at a hundred miles an hour, just to see what it feels like to fly. I crashed my car, into someone else’s backyard, just to see what it feels like to die.
When you told me that you missed me, well i couldn’t close my eyes, because I realized what it felt like to die. 'cause all you'll ever be is a nightmare and a wet dream, a reason to smile from six feet under ground.
So I drove home, at a hundred miles an hour, just to see what it feels like to fly. I crashed my car, into someone else’s backyard, just to see what it feels like to die. So bathe me in pale flesh, promise that I’ll never be good again.
I hope you miss me when I’m gone, because I can’t hold on for too long. and I’m so scared of dying alone, that I’ll kill myself right here, right now.
I’ve been thinking long and hard about the things you said to me,like a bitter stranger,and now I see the long, the short, the middle and what’s in-between,I could spit on a stranger, you’re a bitter stranger.